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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 1:06 pm

[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] PLUS lanza and cho didn't write any romantic journal about wanting love and they didn't have lots family and friends who did love them and have happy fond memories of them unlike Dylan which is so sad and more tragic dawwww
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 8:11 pm

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I must say yet again that while I feel a lot of sympathy for Cho I cannot relate to him because he seemed so mentally ill that I don't think I could carry on a conversation with him.I listened to his videos and I couldn't understand where he was coming from very much.
Cho wasn't a bad looking guy as far as that goes or at least I don't think so.
I think a lot of people couldn't relate to him.
People have got to relate to you on a deep emotional level to invest a lot of their time, effort and the most important of all, emotion, into you.

Yes, but the people who justify their idolization (not specifically talking about you) of E&D love to state it's because they can relate to being the underdog or to being bullied like both E&D and Cho apparently were. All three felt like outsiders wronged by the world. All three exhibited strange behaviours based on eyewitness accounts. Yes, Cho probably more so, but there are several eyewitness statements re: E&D describing them as weird, withdrawn etc. All three were delusional/mentally ill.

What E&D and Cho did was similar and they both had the same motivations for what they did at the end of the day; revenge on society for apparently making them feel like outcasts. If anything, for those bleeding hearts who pour their sympathy out for E&D for the so-called "hell" they went through in high school, I would've thought they'd have even more compassion for someone like Cho who was even more of an underdog than what E&D ever were in high school.

And I still stick by my theory that if E&D weren't alright-looking guys from middle America, they definitely wouldn't have so many tumblr fangirls/fanboys willing to make tacky wallpapers or ~zomg~so~cute~ GIFs of them. There's no denying that.

I also always wonder how E&D would've treated these people who believe they relate to them on deep level. Going by the 11k, they weren't always the most friendly or approachable people, even to those who attempted conversation with them, and they were actually very critical of others themselves. Eric was also known to be pretty shallow when it came to girls and sometimes outright nasty. I have seen some overweight and less conventional-looking girls fawning over E&D on tumblr and Instagram, gushing over their appearance etc and I often wonder if Eric or even Dylan would've exhanged flattering remarks in return. I guess some people really do like to romanticize those they admire.



You are going to believe whatever you believe but I don't believe that most Columbiners are going to put all this time, effort and emotion into this simply because E &D looked good. For some , its just an interest,but for the few thousand hard core Columbiners out there it is a lot more than that.
I can only describe it as a way of life.Put it this way .For the ones to whom E&D's looks matter, many people admire a celebrities looks but they also like them as people or like aspects of the way they live their lives.I'd compare it to that.

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 8:25 pm

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[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I'm going to get a portrait of Dylan Klebold senior photo inside a big heart on my arm for my bday next Saturday can't wait!! It's going to say our initials and 4 ever! Not Cho because he's just a copy cat!

Plus Cho's Asian and Lanza was just plain weird looking. Not hottt like E/D.  Rolling Eyes


This is off the subject a bit but when I saw the picture of Cho dead on the autopsy table I felt a huge sadness. Seeing him lying there like that made many people happy, but not me.

Adam Lanza was a cute kid but as he grew up his illness became apparent in his face and physical appearance.To me, you could tell he was ill just by looking at him.


Cho was wrong about why Christ died.Totally off. Christ died to give mankind a chance at salvation from sin and eternal life.

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 8:35 pm

It's funny how people i.e. [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] and [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] get irritated because they think columbiners sympathize almost admire with E&D just because of their looks and not "ugly" ones like lanza and cho (and don't mention another school shooters) and are not more concerned with why they sympathize with two teenagers who planned to blow up a whole school. Hahahahaha
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 8:41 pm

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[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I'm going to get a portrait of Dylan Klebold senior photo inside a big heart on my arm for my bday next Saturday can't wait!! It's going to say our initials and 4 ever! Not Cho because he's just a copy cat!

[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.],I'm assuming you are a Columbiner?

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 8:56 pm

I wonder if bubbles is aware of the Holmies subculture? I have a feeling they might make them even angrier than us Columbiners.

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 9:20 pm

[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I haven't been on this forum for long but I've noticed a lot of hate and aggression towards columbiners who really sympathize with D&E. I don't understand those kinds of people who take so much of their time researching D&E and yet don't sympathize them and rather they have so much hate towards them AND those who do. That boggles my mind probably as much as it boggles theirs with our sympathy towards E&D. But it is clear that they are the aggressors. And that's why I don't like this forum anymore, especially since a moderator is like that. I also noticed one of these aggressors changed his name from @radioactive_clothing to [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] or something like that I wonder if he did that to annoy you some how? I bet he doesn't even know that paint it black is from a song lol
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 9:34 pm

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[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I haven't been on this forum for long but I've noticed a lot of hate and aggression towards columbiners who really sympathize with D&E. I don't understand those kinds of people who take so much of their time researching D&E and yet don't sympathize them and rather they have so much hate towards them AND those who do. That boggles my mind probably as much as it boggles theirs with our sympathy towards E&D. But it is clear that they are the aggressors. And that's why I don't like this forum anymore, especially since a moderator is like that. I also noticed one of these aggressors changed his name from @radioactive_clothing to [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] or something like that I wonder if he did that to annoy you some how? I bet he doesn't even know that paint it black is from a song lol
And which moderator are you referring to that was aggressive towards you?

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 10:17 pm

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[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I haven't been on this forum for long but I've noticed a lot of hate and aggression towards columbiners who really sympathize with D&E. I don't understand those kinds of people who take so much of their time researching D&E and yet don't sympathize them and rather they have so much hate towards them AND those who do. That boggles my mind probably as much as it boggles theirs with our sympathy towards E&D. But it is clear that they are the aggressors. And that's why I don't like this forum anymore, especially since a moderator is like that. I also noticed one of these aggressors changed his name from @radioactive_clothing to [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] or something like that I wonder if he did that to annoy you some how? I bet he doesn't even know that paint it black is from a song lol
And which moderator are you referring to that was aggressive towards you?

Looks like lost highway was banned Laughing
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 10:30 pm

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[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I haven't been on this forum for long but I've noticed a lot of hate and aggression towards columbiners who really sympathize with D&E. I don't understand those kinds of people who take so much of their time researching D&E and yet don't sympathize them and rather they have so much hate towards them AND those who do. That boggles my mind probably as much as it boggles theirs with our sympathy towards E&D. But it is clear that they are the aggressors. And that's why I don't like this forum anymore, especially since a moderator is like that. I also noticed one of these aggressors changed his name from @radioactive_clothing to [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] or something like that I wonder if he did that to annoy you some how? I bet he doesn't even know that paint it black is from a song lol
And which moderator are you referring to that was aggressive towards you?

Looks like lost highway was banned Laughing
Yes, they were. That's because they were banned once already when they had the username [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.]. I guess they figured I wouldn't know it was them if they tried signing back up with a different name.

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 10:49 pm

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[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I haven't been on this forum for long but I've noticed a lot of hate and aggression towards columbiners who really sympathize with D&E. I don't understand those kinds of people who take so much of their time researching D&E and yet don't sympathize them and rather they have so much hate towards them AND those who do. That boggles my mind probably as much as it boggles theirs with our sympathy towards E&D. But it is clear that they are the aggressors. And that's why I don't like this forum anymore, especially since a moderator is like that. I also noticed one of these aggressors changed his name from @radioactive_clothing to [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] or something like that I wonder if he did that to annoy you some how? I bet he doesn't even know that paint it black is from a song lol
And which moderator are you referring to that was aggressive towards you?

Looks like lost highway was banned Laughing
Yes, they were. That's because they were banned once already when they had the username [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.]. I guess they figured I wouldn't know it was them if they tried signing back up with a different name.

Oh wow, good detective work Jenn! Razz
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Mon Apr 11, 2016 10:51 pm

I had no idea that was Squid.I just thought it was a new member as new people do often come to the board.

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Tue Apr 12, 2016 2:54 am

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[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I haven't been on this forum for long but I've noticed a lot of hate and aggression towards columbiners who really sympathize with D&E. I don't understand those kinds of people who take so much of their time researching D&E and yet don't sympathize them and rather they have so much hate towards them AND those who do. That boggles my mind probably as much as it boggles theirs with our sympathy towards E&D. But it is clear that they are the aggressors. And that's why I don't like this forum anymore, especially since a moderator is like that.

I know LostHighway/Squid has been banned (again), but I just thought I'd point out that I actually find this forum refreshing amongst all the other websites that seem to be overridden with people who have nothing but praise for E&D (many of whom haven't even taken the time to properly research the case if their comments are anything to go by). I guess it's too hard for Squid to comprehend that it's not a prerequisite for people interested in the case to support E&D's actions.

Got to love how she mentions that the people who don't sympathize with E&D are "the aggressors". Did she forget the last few posts she made here that got her banned? Rolling Eyes
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Tue Apr 12, 2016 8:32 am

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[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I haven't been on this forum for long but I've noticed a lot of hate and aggression towards columbiners who really sympathize with D&E. I don't understand those kinds of people who take so much of their time researching D&E and yet don't sympathize them and rather they have so much hate towards them AND those who do. That boggles my mind probably as much as it boggles theirs with our sympathy towards E&D. But it is clear that they are the aggressors. And that's why I don't like this forum anymore, especially since a moderator is like that. I also noticed one of these aggressors changed his name from @radioactive_clothing to [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] or something like that I wonder if he did that to annoy you some how? I bet he doesn't even know that paint it black is from a song lol

You can call me an aggressor all you like - but I'll continue to voice my disapproval at these disgusting specimens who praise the vile creatures that were Eric and Dylan.

It is annoying that it clutters up half the posts these days. I wish they'd stick to Tumblr or wherever it is they usually hang about.
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Tue Apr 12, 2016 8:53 am

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[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I haven't been on this forum for long but I've noticed a lot of hate and aggression towards columbiners who really sympathize with D&E. I don't understand those kinds of people who take so much of their time researching D&E and yet don't sympathize them and rather they have so much hate towards them AND those who do. That boggles my mind probably as much as it boggles theirs with our sympathy towards E&D. But it is clear that they are the aggressors. And that's why I don't like this forum anymore, especially since a moderator is like that.

I know LostHighway/Squid has been banned (again), but I just thought I'd point out that I actually find this forum refreshing amongst all the other websites that seem to be overridden with people who have nothing but praise for E&D (many of whom haven't even taken the time to properly research the case if their comments are anything to go by). I guess it's too hard for Squid to comprehend that it's not a prerequisite for people interested in the case to support E&D's actions.

Got to love how she mentions that the people who don't sympathize with E&D are "the aggressors". Did she forget the last few posts she made here that got her banned? Rolling Eyes

I agree with you. I haven't been here very long but I lurk around a lot. I have been on a few Columbine forums but I like that not everything here is "OMG ERIC IS HOT!!!". I prefer to talk about the facts and theories other people have. I don't have anyone IRL that wants to discuss this with me and I like to hear other opinions.
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Tue Apr 12, 2016 12:57 pm

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I had no idea that was Squid.I just thought it was a new member as new people do often come to the board.

By the way, is your name from the Deadsy song? Cause if it is, hot dang!
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Tue Apr 12, 2016 4:36 pm

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It's funny how people i.e. [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] and [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] get irritated because they think columbiners sympathize almost admire with E&D just because of their looks and not "ugly" ones like lanza and cho (and don't mention another school shooters) and are not more concerned with why they sympathize with two teenagers who planned to blow up a whole school. Hahahahaha

I don't think it's funny, so why would you think that...I think it's sad.

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Tue Apr 12, 2016 4:38 pm

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[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I'm going to get a portrait of Dylan Klebold senior photo inside a big heart on my arm for my bday next Saturday can't wait!! It's going to say our initials and 4 ever! Not Cho because he's just a copy cat!

[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.],I'm assuming you are a Columbiner?

Omgggg, I thought LostHighway was joking all along.... Shocked

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Tue Apr 12, 2016 4:42 pm

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[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I haven't been on this forum for long but I've noticed a lot of hate and aggression towards columbiners who really sympathize with D&E. I don't understand those kinds of people who take so much of their time researching D&E and yet don't sympathize them and rather they have so much hate towards them AND those who do. That boggles my mind probably as much as it boggles theirs with our sympathy towards E&D. But it is clear that they are the aggressors. And that's why I don't like this forum anymore, especially since a moderator is like that.

I know LostHighway/Squid has been banned (again), but I just thought I'd point out that I actually find this forum refreshing amongst all the other websites that seem to be overridden with people who have nothing but praise for E&D (many of whom haven't even taken the time to properly research the case if their comments are anything to go by). I guess it's too hard for Squid to comprehend that it's not a prerequisite for people interested in the case to support E&D's actions.

Got to love how she mentions that the people who don't sympathize with E&D are "the aggressors". Did she forget the last few posts she made here that got her banned? Rolling Eyes

In the future, it should be pretty easy to find out if Squid/LostHighway makes another appearance just by the tone of writing, the attacks on top contributors and moderators, and the general bat-shit craziness. She (or he I guess, who knows?) also likes to talk about aggression a lot.

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Thu Apr 14, 2016 5:10 pm

I'm not sure about my "feelings" toward them. Since I'm too old for that tumblr stuff, but I have a morbid fascination with them. I would never get a tattoo. But I'm fascinated by those DIY necklaces, to be honest. On the other hand, I'd feel weird, if I think about what they have done. Shocked
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Fri Apr 15, 2016 12:21 am

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I had no idea that was Squid.I just thought it was a new member as new people do often come to the board.

By the way, is your name from the Deadsy song? Cause if it is, hot dang!


No, its not. I don't know that song.I've heard of the band but thats it.

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Fri Apr 15, 2016 12:35 am

A Columbiner had this commissened.The artist's name is gordofriki

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Fri Apr 15, 2016 8:55 pm

Here are a few Columbiners talking about their past experiences.I think their thoughts are worth sharing.

Anonymous October 28, 2013 at 10:56 AM

It is a little frightening to me that a student of forensic psychology such as yourself can make such statements. Please do the mental health field, which I am also in... a favor and resign immediately.

These views you have shared are very common, but you are entering a field filled with tons of pieces of shit that you will need to invest in.
The reason you scare me? There are a few.
While in a drug group, I was called suicidal because I did huffing when I had no money. Nothing has hurt me so much --well, at that point-- and it broke my heart. This woman had no experience.

You know not what you speak of and in this profession, when you have such intense feelings that you obviously cannot put away, it is poison.

When a (pre)teen and on, I was "insane" - your standard.I had intense anger, much like Harris. Add a journal. My life had been filled with torment in every direction; abuse of all classic types, abandonment issues, physical handicap that got me made fun of on a constant basis and made my unfortunate situation requiring me to care for myself and my suicidal mother -- much harder. Hatred was not even enough. I was a disaster waiting to happen.

Do you know what stopped me from becoming Eric Harris? I mean, I had a set up. Bars to lock the doors. Guns. A friend just as angry and just as capable of distruction, who knew how to make explosives - his name was David Eric (last name not needed). It was going to happen. I was going to do what I felt I needed to do. My memory would be one of infamy - a psychop Many of the pages were marked in blood.
Someone ratted on me.
I was so young that they sent me to a treatment facility. My therapist decided not to call police, probably not good professionally, but spared legal trouble. I played my part.
First was the "you cant help me" bullshit. Time passed, I "gave in" - they thought. Then, according to plan, I "tried" methods, I was "stuck anyways". A few weeks of that and "I cant believe how that worked! My anger...I was able to control it" -- I had fought a girl over drugs.
I, like Eric, talked my way out. The whole time in my mind, laughing my ass off at how stupid and gullable supposed professionals were. People -- I know like the back of my hand. For such a long time I used it in the same wicked, manipulative way as Eric. I even had my own Dylan. I had everything I needed.
Once out, I was blacklisted at my school. Again, lucky the police were not involved. The fact I had a meth habit and mental illness - both which had been "treated" - and I was in "drop-out" process. It's amazing how words can get you out of anything. ANYTHING.

Then I changed. It took a very, very long time. But my anger started to shape. I started to realize who I had the potential to be. Who the people I hated had the potential to be.
The girl who could have killed many without anything but joy...is now someone who can no doubt be considered a "bitch" but would do anything for anyone.
I can't even watch an old lady take her groceries inside. Any, and I mean any, pain or complications I see people go threw grasps me in such an empathetic way I can have my day ruined if I don't do what I feel in my heart to be the right thing.

My POINT:
Please don't judge people like this. If you want to go into that field of work, if you want to do your job in a way that benefits, realize we don't know everything and people -- they change.
Why was I obsessed with death? I don't know.
Why murder? Why Eric and Dylan? I don't know.
But I know that I changed. Or, shaped into the real me. For whatever reasons, I blocked myself and everyone else and almost ended up dead with bodies of others around me. Still, even I don't understand. But it taught me that things we don't understand are things we need to be most thoughtful of.

Thank you and may you be free of suffering.

-Lynn
AnonymousSeptember 6, 2014 at 2:33 PM

I was about to say the same thing but Lynn beat me to it . Smile . Perfect words.and then found out who wrote it smiled words from an Angel:)
AnonymousJanuary 11, 2016 at 5:17 AM

Now that I know about Lynn Ann, I am really regretting using my nickname. And in all honesty I am seriously hoping that is not what you mean by "found out who wrote it" -- cause she didn't. I did. Names Lindsay, nice to meet you...uh,fellow no name anon that will more than likely never be on here again cause you have more of a life than I happen to.
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UnknownDecember 16, 2012 at 12:59 PM

First Harris would have asked you if you believe in God, then when you say "I have faith" he would shoot you in the head. So shut the fuck up.
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AnonymousOctober 28, 2013 at 11:08 AM

No.
Dude, this comment was made in 2012? The question mark is an expression of disappointment that someone so very close to 2013 would say something so....wrong.
No one knows for sure just how many people were asked that question, or how many were asked if they wanted to die. The questions they asked had nothing to do with answers, only the fact they were forcing an answer.
There IS someone who said "yes" that survived. Because...the answer meant nothing aside from the fact they got to "play god" -- truly, look it up. The internetsss. In 2013. Has answers. There. In it.
Click. Click. No pow. Look.
There.
I have faith in the internet. Sometimes. Like police. Win some...lose most.
--Lynn

UnknownOctober 16, 2015 at 6:24 PM

Congrats on your truthfulness and openly discussing your feelings for Eric..

I myself, feel much the same. I think the most common misconception is that we're all "kids" or in high school, which is utterly ridiculous. On one hand, it likely has roots in wanting to "save" Eric and Dylan. Or, we can understand their reasons and experienced an awful school life. This doesn't make us uncaring, horrible people.

I can't speak for all Eric fans, but I, personally, think their actions were disgusting. Murder of innocents is never acceptable..but Eric's personality, his smile captivated me from day one. April 20, 1999. I was still in high school, and when I saw his picture on the news that night; it began a very long obsession for me.

I don't think it will ever go away, frankly I don't want it to. He's a huge part of my life.
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Sat Apr 16, 2016 2:50 am

Has anyone here had much to do with that freakish woman from YouTube, Lynn Ann? I'm curious as to whether she really does talk in that whining voice.

I'm not sure who is more disturbed - her or Atti Cana.
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Sat Apr 16, 2016 8:51 pm

I've talked to Lynn Ann online a few times but I don't really know her.

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Sat Apr 16, 2016 9:35 pm

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I've talked to Lynn Ann online a few times but I don't really know her.
I used to be friends with her on Facebook. I've talked to her on instant chat many times. I've never had any problems with her myself but I just don't agree with the things she says about the victims (calls them ugly, said they deserve it, makes fun of Daniel Mauser's dad). She's never said these things directly to me but I see what she says all over Facebook, especially on that Facebook page that she runs dedicated to Eric, and comments she leaves on YouTube.

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Sun Apr 17, 2016 3:10 am

I've seen her revolting comments all over youtube...what a nut. Imagine what Eric would think about this crazy older woman who is partial to horrendous cosmetic surgery salivating over him? Never thought I'd say this, but I'm starting to think that E&D deserve their worshippers Laughing
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Sun Apr 17, 2016 8:14 am

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I've seen her revolting comments all over youtube...what a nut. Imagine what Eric would think about this crazy older woman who is partial to horrendous cosmetic surgery salivating over him? Never thought I'd say this, but I'm starting to think that E&D deserve their worshippers Laughing
She says she is only 30.

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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Sun Apr 17, 2016 9:01 am

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I've seen her revolting comments all over youtube...what a nut. Imagine what Eric would think about this crazy older woman who is partial to horrendous cosmetic surgery salivating over him? Never thought I'd say this, but I'm starting to think that E&D deserve their worshippers Laughing
Eric would actually be older than her.  However, she does look much older than her stated age.
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PostSubject: Re: Things Columbiners do   Sun Apr 17, 2016 12:27 pm

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I've talked to Lynn Ann online a few times but I don't really know her.
I used to be friends with her on Facebook. I've talked to her on instant chat many times. I've never had any problems with her myself but I just don't agree with the things she says about the victims (calls them ugly, said they deserve it, makes fun of Daniel Mauser's dad). She's never said these things directly to me but I see what she says all over Facebook, especially on that Facebook page that she runs dedicated to Eric, and comments she leaves on YouTube.


I don't like or agree with that either.I believe when I spoke to her she hadn't started doing those things yet although she did used to say she thought the shooting was justified because of the bullying E &D experienced.She said she had been bullied very badly in school too and was still extremely angry and bitter about it.However, her comments about the victims are unnecessary as one can be truly devoted to E &D without trashing the victims or their families.I am not sure if she truly believes what she says about the victims or not.

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