Hey! Yeah, I'm pretty new to being interested in Columbine, and true crime in general, so this is my first 4/20 where I've been aware of everything that happened. Because I live outside the US, and I was very young when it happened, I only have very vague recollections of hearing about the shooting, and I definitely didn't know any of the details.
I just have a really strange feeling today, like I'm really disconnected from everyone. Everything is just a bit surreal, like I'm behind a glass wall and nothing can touch me. And as I look back on articles and everything, it feels like its really close to me (I don't know if this is making sense!). It almost feels creepy, especially with it being 11:10 in Littleton right now!
I'm on Easter break actually so, I don't have school today! If I did, I know it would feel really eerie. But, its actually kind of great because I have loads of time to spend on this forum, on tumblr, and talking to people about it!
“anyone...who thinks I am filled with hate has no idea what real hate is,”