Transcript from Dylan Klebolds journal

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transcript from Dylan Klebold’s journal. why doesn’t anyone talk about this? i think he’s basically admitting some sort of non-platonic feelings for Eric in this entry. “i love you, love. time to die, time to be free, time to love.” he directly says that the “zombies” (kids from school) were just a test to see if their love was real. i don’t ship Dylric but this is definitely some solid proof that something was going on.
Note that he still used gay in a derogatory way, so maybe this isn’t about Eric, although he uses he/him pronouns and says they’re gonna die together.

I read a pretty good analysis of this. Someone had said it didn't say "he" it said "her" but Dylan's handwriting was sloppy to say the least.

I have also found that his thought process is scattered. He could have been talking about Eric and NBK and then delved into talking about his halcyon girl. Dylan thought his reward for NBK would be going to this better place and either meeting with this girl he loves or she was already there... I think he had some legitimate crushes on girls like Marla F (and I think she liked him too, I believe she wrote something to him for a class after 4/20) but I also think he had a girl in his mind that was made up perhaps...

His self awareness journey is with Eric and he's probably shocked that he found a friend to actually go through this with him. Then he starts talking about this being a test of love, the test to see if the love of him and his halcyon girl was true. The einstein in an ants body I think is just about Dylan himself.

My hypothesis is that Dylan was talking about a spiritual connection that he felt with Eric because of fate leading them together to turn against the rest of the world.

Dylan originally wanted to commit NBK with a girl but I think that with the hatred for humanity and the growth of his spirituality he wanted to see to the essence of things and not be "fooled by his humanity" as he was superior to it.

To view Eric as his love could be a way to commit to this view of life and basically say that he doesn't give a fuck about the rules and norms of humanity and society.

I have always said Eric and Dylan were non romantic soulmates, much to the detriment of many.

Screamingophelia wrote:

I have always said Eric and Dylan were non romantic soulmates, much to the detriment of many.

Not that it matters idc about that, ppl say Dylan might be bi who knows...

Rebbie556 wrote:

Not that it matters idc about that, ppl say Dylan might be bi who knows...

That was a rumor but it was never substantiated. It came from a reporter who claimed to have spoken to a young Dylan online.

We know at the very least Eric was very straight.

Rebbie556 wrote:

Not that it matters idc about that, ppl say Dylan might be bi who knows...

As Screaming said, that all stems from the man who says he spoke to Dylan in a chat-room before the attack. Where Dylan maybe suggested that he was bi, or even gay.  But I don't think it was ever proven to have truly happened or not.  

As you said, who knows?

Dylan’s writings are like a puzzle... and his mom even said he was probably drunk while writing some of this.

Screamingophelia wrote:

Dylan’s writings are like a puzzle... and his mom even said he was probably drunk while writing some of this.

Also the fact he would write on anything, random bits of paper, etc. Makes me think A LOT of Dylan's thoughts were simply tossed away.

ShadowedGoddess wrote:

Screamingophelia wrote:

Dylan’s writings are like a puzzle... and his mom even said he was probably drunk while writing some of this.

Also the fact he would write on anything, random bits of paper, etc. Makes me think A LOT of Dylan's thoughts were simply tossed away.

Agreed.

He wrote that he thought a lot “I think too much thinking” so sometimes it probably helped him to jot his thoughts down.

Who know the things he threw away or deleted from his computer....

Even Dylan’s writing in Eric’s yearbook is all over the place.

First he’s writing like they’re regular kids who enjoy going to water parks and flirting with girls (I think she likes us) a lot of hehes

Then he’s like “so anyway on the holy day of NBK etc..

Screamingophelia wrote:

Even Dylan’s writing in Eric’s yearbook is all over the place.

First he’s writing like they’re regular kids who enjoy going to water parks and flirting with girls (I think she likes us) a lot of hehes

Then he’s like “so anyway on the holy day of NBK etc..

Very true. I have always wondered about the carelessness of them writing about NBK so openly in a yearbook.  

I know some think one or maybe both were trying to get caught. I mostly think they just liked pumping each other up.

Rebbie556 wrote:

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"stupid gay nigger humans" sounds like something out of the mouth of Terry Davis.

ShadowedGoddess wrote:

Screamingophelia wrote:

Even Dylan’s writing in Eric’s yearbook is all over the place.

First he’s writing like they’re regular kids who enjoy going to water parks and flirting with girls (I think she likes us) a lot of hehes

Then he’s like “so anyway on the holy day of NBK etc..

Very true. I have always wondered about the carelessness of them writing about NBK so openly in a yearbook.  

I know some think one or maybe both were trying to get caught. I mostly think they just liked pumping each other up.

I also had the thought that not many other people were going to sign Eric's yearbook anyway So no one would see it.

Eric wrote one page in Dylans and Dylan wrote SEVEN! He took a lot of time drawing in it and everything. Dylan was kind of the best and worst friend in a way.

Screamingophelia wrote:

ShadowedGoddess wrote:

Screamingophelia wrote:

Even Dylan’s writing in Eric’s yearbook is all over the place.

First he’s writing like they’re regular kids who enjoy going to water parks and flirting with girls (I think she likes us) a lot of hehes

Then he’s like “so anyway on the holy day of NBK etc..

Very true. I have always wondered about the carelessness of them writing about NBK so openly in a yearbook.  

I know some think one or maybe both were trying to get caught. I mostly think they just liked pumping each other up.

I also had the thought that not many other people were going to sign Eric's yearbook anyway So no one would see it.

Eric wrote one page in Dylans and Dylan wrote SEVEN! He took a lot of time drawing in it and everything. Dylan was kind of the best and worst friend in a way.

No one else signing Eric's yearbook is a very real and sad possibility. He had pretty much pushed almost everyone away by that point, other then Dylan and Chris Morris.

ShadowedGoddess wrote:

Screamingophelia wrote:

ShadowedGoddess wrote:

Screamingophelia wrote:

Even Dylan’s writing in Eric’s yearbook is all over the place.

First he’s writing like they’re regular kids who enjoy going to water parks and flirting with girls (I think she likes us) a lot of hehes

Then he’s like “so anyway on the holy day of NBK etc..

Very true. I have always wondered about the carelessness of them writing about NBK so openly in a yearbook.  

I know some think one or maybe both were trying to get caught. I mostly think they just liked pumping each other up.

I also had the thought that not many other people were going to sign Eric's yearbook anyway So no one would see it.

Eric wrote one page in Dylans and Dylan wrote SEVEN! He took a lot of time drawing in it and everything. Dylan was kind of the best and worst friend in a way.

No one else signing Eric's yearbook is a very real and sad possibility. He had pretty much pushed almost everyone away by that point, other then Dylan and Chris Morris.

Yea

Nate and Kristi maybe other than that probably no one.

You never hear about Dylan abandoning anyone. So I bet the epic signing was to make Eric laugh and feel like he had a true friend.

It’s anither odd thing about him. He came across as loyal, a great listener and gentle yet made no qualms about murdering everyone.