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transcript from Dylan Klebold’s journal. why doesn’t anyone talk about this? i think he’s basically admitting some sort of non-platonic feelings for Eric in this entry. “i love you, love. time to die, time to be free, time to love.” he directly says that the “zombies” (kids from school) were just a test to see if their love was real. i don’t ship Dylric but this is definitely some solid proof that something was going on. Note that he still used gay in a derogatory way, so maybe this isn’t about Eric, although he uses he/him pronouns and says they’re gonna die together.
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Subject: Re: Transcript from Dylan Klebolds journal Mon Jul 02, 2018 7:44 am
I read a pretty good analysis of this. Someone had said it didn't say "he" it said "her" but Dylan's handwriting was sloppy to say the least.
I have also found that his thought process is scattered. He could have been talking about Eric and NBK and then delved into talking about his halcyon girl. Dylan thought his reward for NBK would be going to this better place and either meeting with this girl he loves or she was already there... I think he had some legitimate crushes on girls like Marla F (and I think she liked him too, I believe she wrote something to him for a class after 4/20) but I also think he had a girl in his mind that was made up perhaps...
His self awareness journey is with Eric and he's probably shocked that he found a friend to actually go through this with him. Then he starts talking about this being a test of love, the test to see if the love of him and his halcyon girl was true. The einstein in an ants body I think is just about Dylan himself.
_________________ "And you know, you know, you know, this can be beautiful, you say you're numb inside, but I can't agree. So the world's unfair, keep it locked out there. In here it's beautiful."
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Subject: Re: Transcript from Dylan Klebolds journal Mon Jul 02, 2018 7:47 am
My hypothesis is that Dylan was talking about a spiritual connection that he felt with Eric because of fate leading them together to turn against the rest of the world.
Dylan originally wanted to commit NBK with a girl but I think that with the hatred for humanity and the growth of his spirituality he wanted to see to the essence of things and not be "fooled by his humanity" as he was superior to it.
To view Eric as his love could be a way to commit to this view of life and basically say that he doesn't give a fuck about the rules and norms of humanity and society.
Not that it matters idc about that, ppl say Dylan might be bi who knows...
As Screaming said, that all stems from the man who says he spoke to Dylan in a chat-room before the attack. Where Dylan maybe suggested that he was bi, or even gay. But I don't think it was ever proven to have truly happened or not.