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Subject: I hate this day Thu Apr 20, 2017 8:27 am
I hate it so much. I want it to end so badly but also never end at the same time. I can't even function at school today. I'm so awkward anyways and this just makes it worse!!
EGSandrew Randy Stair September 17, 1992 - June 8, 2017
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Thu Apr 20, 2017 8:42 am
I'm glad I wasn't sucked into Columbine when I was in high school. I have no idea what would be going through my head.
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Thu Apr 20, 2017 1:50 pm
It's a day of reflection, a day to remember and to honor all those that died, just to think that we are all here 18 years later still actively talking about it shows something
R.I.P to all 15 victims I'm sure there are a lot of grief going on today
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Thu Apr 20, 2017 7:25 pm
I wish I hadn't got sucked into it now as well! 2 years left
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Fri Apr 21, 2017 3:08 am
Well 4/20 is over now for another year!
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REBdoomer1999
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Wed May 03, 2017 7:59 pm
April 20th in 2021 will be a Tuesday, that's like an extra special occasion.
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Thu May 04, 2017 7:51 am
April 20th 2019. 20 years of Columbine...
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Fri Jun 16, 2017 1:17 pm
EGSandrew wrote:
I'm glad I wasn't sucked into Columbine when I was in high school. I have no idea what would be going through my head.
In hindsight, I'm sure a lot of Dallas, PA students are very glad as well.
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Fri Jun 16, 2017 7:31 pm
Fatheroftwo wrote:
EGSandrew wrote:
I'm glad I wasn't sucked into Columbine when I was in high school. I have no idea what would be going through my head.
In hindsight, I'm sure a lot of Dallas, PA students are very glad as well.
Same here.
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Thu Jul 06, 2017 12:53 pm
Reading this thread is so awkward to me ^_^;
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Fri Aug 04, 2017 8:45 pm
What's there to hate? Every April 20th things feel really eerie between 11:19 and shortly after noon, but in an awesome kind of way.
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Tue Apr 13, 2021 1:38 pm
EGSandrew wrote:
I'm glad I wasn't sucked into Columbine when I was in high school. I have no idea what would be going through my head.
If the rest of your life was any indication, then 12 gage buckshot.
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Wed Apr 14, 2021 3:21 am
ha funny that one of Randy's replies in this thread. I never watched his stuff before but for some reason I just recently watched a 35 minute video of him talking about it. He goes into so much detail and planning over shooting 4 people. He blocks 5 doors or something. And is still thinking he may only be able to get 3 of the 4. In the end he got the both of the ones he thought he might have to pick between. Its just baffling why he needed to plan that out so much. And why he cares so much about mundane damage to the store, like shooting spaghetti jars. Several times he calls this plan ingenious. In a genre where we often ask why his little attack seemed especially pointless.
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Wed Apr 14, 2021 4:20 am
It’s either Randy’s post history is very normal or my sense of normal is very warped.
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Wed Apr 14, 2021 6:29 pm
morgenroede wrote:
It’s either Randy’s post history is very normal or my sense of normal is very warped.
In my opinion the comment that is in this thread is a bit alarming now that we know the story, that is, randy if he was still in his high school years he could have done a school shooting .. but, I suppose this comment was taken back then about that he was referring to a stage that happened and had already eradicated that thought.
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Wed Apr 14, 2021 7:01 pm
I think Randy was more likely to have killed himself back then rather than do a school shooting.
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Wed Apr 14, 2021 8:34 pm
margaflor wrote:
In my opinion the comment that is in this thread is a bit alarming now that we know the story, that is, randy if he was still in his high school years he could have done a school shooting .. but, I suppose this comment was taken back then about that he was referring to a stage that happened and had already eradicated that thought.
It does look alarming in hindsight, but if I didn’t know who wrote it, I would think it’s just someone who once was a troubled teen and is now wondering how Columbine could have influenced him. Many people are angry and depressed as teenagers but outgrow it later. It’s normal to ask yourself “what would I do in such and such hypothetical situation?” even though it’s not exactly socially acceptable to talk about how much convincing it would take for you to shoot yourself if the only other option was life in prison (I’m referring to [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.]); anyone who claims to never think about such things is probably a liar. I would expect Randy to post some truly crazy shit on here and not something like this.
As for him becoming a school shooter if he were into Columbine back then, I’m not sure.
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Subject: Re: I hate this day Thu Apr 15, 2021 7:03 pm
morgenroede wrote:
margaflor wrote:
In my opinion the comment that is in this thread is a bit alarming now that we know the story, that is, randy if he was still in his high school years he could have done a school shooting .. but, I suppose this comment was taken back then about that he was referring to a stage that happened and had already eradicated that thought.
It does look alarming in hindsight, but if I didn’t know who wrote it, I would think it’s just someone who once was a troubled teen and is now wondering how Columbine could have influenced him. Many people are angry and depressed as teenagers but outgrow it later. It’s normal to ask yourself “what would I do in such and such hypothetical situation?” even though it’s not exactly socially acceptable to talk about how much convincing it would take for you to shoot yourself if the only other option was life in prison (I’m referring to [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.]); anyone who claims to never think about such things is probably a liar. I would expect Randy to post some truly crazy shit on here and not something like this.
As for him becoming a school shooter if he were into Columbine back then, I’m not sure.
I find it ironic that in that post you linked Randy talks about how he found the latest CVA video informative but in one of his suicide tapes goes on a 2 minute rant about how much he hates CVA and how he should have the fame that CVA has.
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