I was going through the cryinghampster blog this morning, and for those new here or interested, i will share the link the the exact post: [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.]
Anyways... here is the quote:
“Beginning of December- Nancy Lanza met a friend at a restaurant she frequented and confided in him about her hardships with Adam. She told him “I don’t know what else I can do for him, I’m running out of answers.” She said Adam had been having more severe temper tantrums whenever she would bring up the future. A couple of days prior she talked to Adam about continuing his education but he had become “unresponsive” to that idea and “shut down.” Whenever she would disrupt his routine he would often stomp and scream. She had also recently gone through his room and found a number of disturbing photographs and drawings but would not confront Adam on that issue.
Nancy ended the conversation with “Sorry to be a buzzkill. I’m sure everything will be fine. Really.”
So this kind of proves Nancy wasn’t the neglectful parent some thought she was, I find she gets to much of the blame personally, remember- Adam went and committed this tragedy himself AND killed Nancy.
“You have vandalized my heart, raped my soul and torched my conscience. You thought it was one pathetic, bored life you were extinguishing."
- Seung Hui Cho
“There isn’t an open sky or endless field to be found where I reside, not is there light or salvation to be discovered. Right about now I feel as low as I ever have. So fucking naive man, so fucking naive. Always expecting change when I know nothing ever changes… I sacrifice no more for others, part of me has fucking died and I hate this shit. I’m living every mans nightmare and that single fact alone is kicking my ass.”