wurmholeshadow and her book?

It seems like some of the fabricated wurmholeshadow "transcript" was based on this article:

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EthanEmerson wrote:

I have never heard it - it has never been officially released, so it's unlikely anyone would get that chance because if someone has it, which has never been proven, then they can get in a lot of trouble for sharing it. I don't know if Kendra ever actually heard it or not. If she did she was sworn to secrecy and told no one that it happened.

Ethan we used to chat on AIM night after night when I was under a different handle, which I don't want to post here. Wish I could reach you just to say hi. My PMs are on.

I remember Wurm from YouTube back when they were deleting videos all over the place, then she was over @ onetruemedia and would post extremely rare stuff but in ultra low quality.

I'm very into researching Columbine, but wearing trenchcoats and driving replica of their cars is just a little too creepy to me... and how I really doubt that KMFDM shirt belonged to Eric. It doesn't make any sense. Sorry.

Look at all this bullshit from two fanatics.

and If she was indeed being offered those options by Randy she missed that opportunity.

I know I would have listened to the 911 call, if given the opportunity.

Wow how ironic/cool
I was just thinking about you, Ethan, the other day. I dont know if you remember me but we used to be friends back in the myspace days. Was actually trying to find a shirt similar to the ones you used to sell on dk.com, but havent had any luck. I really miss your site and your comments on the old boards and I am happy youre doing well!

EthanEmerson wrote:

3. I was never close with Randy Brown. I never had any contact with him other than our disagreements on CRTF. He never gave me any information or documents. He gave the information to Kendra, who ran columbine-research.info and when I met up with Kendra on a road trip with Chad back to Colorado, we stopped in Nevada at a casino and I picked up an entire car full of binders of documents given to her by Randy. I scanned what was not already scanned, and eventually ended up giving the binders away later to two different people who requested the specific reports I had. I never had any of the missing pages, or a receipt that showed what Rachel ate, etc. Everything I had was available on my website as a PDF download, and as a scrollable gallery of individual pages as JPG images. I didn’t keep anything back as far as documents go. Many times, Randy said a document existed but would never share it or cite his source. So anything that was rumored to exist, that has never seen the light of day, wasn’t from my suppression. If I had it, I published it.

5. I did sell the domain DylanKlebold.com on eBay, not for the money, but to make sure there was some kind of energy exchange so it went to the right person. It went to a good friend of mine. He thought he could handle it, but it was too much, so he let it go. Understandable. Nobody knew what it took to maintain it. It looked easy on the outside. It was so detailed and so cross-referenced that it really could not have been maintained by anyone other than myself. I also gave this friend the rest of my entire CHS item collection, including Eric’s shirt as a surprise for him. It was almost 40 pounds of stuff.

CalenceEthanEmerson wrote:

myspace(dotcom)/calence

25+ Binders of xx,xxx pages of Columbine Documents - PLEASE TAKE THEM!

June 08 2009 11:56 PM

I have exactly 2 months to find someone to take the TENS OF THOUSANDS OF PAGES of documents I have in hard copy. I am moving, and cannot take them with me. I need to be completely mobile for the productions I am involved with and that means in 2 months these documents will go into my storage unit and I will be on the road, touring, for a very long time - possibly outside of the US.

Therefore, if anyone has any interest/need for these documents PLEASE let me know! I can make arrangements to ship them if you are willing to pay for the shipping. The binders are located in San Jose, CA.

There ARE documents in here that have never been made public via PDF. Autopsy diagrams, FBI ERT Report, etc. These documents originally came from Randy Brown, and were passed to Kendra when she ran her CRS website and years ago she passed them to me for my website when I took over the documents for her.

It's time for me to pass them on to someone who can and will use them. I would like to NOT split them up among people who want to pick and choose documents... I would like these to go to ONE person who has an interest in them for the purpose of complete research.

Is that you? Are you out there? Can you be a good home for these documents?

As of August 1, 2009 these documents will go into the depths of my storge unit and it could be years before I even come back to access them. IF I do at all. This is a time sensitive opportunity.

The time to act is now!


August 07 2009 3:23 PM

Thanks to Bob and Susan for taking these docments and giving them a good home!

Do Bob & Susan still have the documents?

Quote :

There ARE documents in here that have never been made public via PDF. Autopsy diagrams, FBI ERT Report, etc. These documents originally came from Randy Brown, and were passed to Kendra when she ran her CRS website and years ago she passed them to me for my website when I took over the documents for her.

Which documents have never been made public? Are they still available, I suppose, through Bob/Susan?

Thank you for your help

Can you please clarify this?

CalenceEthanEmerson wrote:

The Truth

October 19 2007 12:05 PM

He won't tell you that he is the confidential "source" behind the book Comprehending Columbine by Ralph Larkin since he rails on the Klebolds and gives biased information to Mr. Larkin. The information he has given to Larkin contradicts every credible source on the face of the planet regarding the Klebold family. If he told the truth and owned up to his behavior the whole world would know that he is a liar.

He won't tell you that he has a copy of the basement tapes and has shown them to someone from FHM magazine. He denies that now, despite the proof.

He won't tell you he has a copy of the full 911 call and that it was Dylan who did most of the screaming and instigating in the library.

He won't tell you that he really has no proof for any of his claims and that is why he never cites his sources.

He won't tell you a lot of things.

Completely understand. Basically I have the magazine and the writer recounts his experience when Randy put on the basement tapes for him and spoke of details he heard and saw. I have posted scanned copies here over 20 times and someone deletes them each time. I can email them directly to you if you would like.

As far as the 911 call goes Randy himself is my source. He denies ever talking to me or sending me information but he did multiple times. I have proof of that as well in his own handwriting. My only dilemma is whether he's being truthful but I have no reason to believe he isn't with that particular bit of information.

Hope that helps.

So, Randy Brown has a copy of the FULL 911 library call & the Basement Tapes?

CalenceEthanEmerson wrote:

He won't tell you that he has a copy of the basement tapes and has shown them to someone from FHM magazine. He denies that now, despite the proof.

Completely understand. Basically I have the magazine and the writer recounts his experience when Randy put on the basement tapes for him and spoke of details he heard and saw. I have posted scanned copies here over 20 times and someone deletes them each time. I can email them directly to you if you would like.

Are you referring to the FHM Magazine Article from 2004?

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In the FHM article above, it does state that Randy Brown played a portion of the Basement Tapes ... wow!

Can it really be true that Randy Brown has a copy of both the full 911 library call and the Basement Tapes?

Somebody really needs to talk with Randy Brown and beg for this evidence from him!

This is all new to me omg!!!!

sororityalpha wrote:

EthanEmerson wrote:

3. I was never close with Randy Brown. I never had any contact with him other than our disagreements on CRTF. He never gave me any information or documents. He gave the information to Kendra, who ran columbine-research.info and when I met up with Kendra on a road trip with Chad back to Colorado, we stopped in Nevada at a casino and I picked up an entire car full of binders of documents given to her by Randy. I scanned what was not already scanned, and eventually ended up giving the binders away later to two different people who requested the specific reports I had. I never had any of the missing pages, or a receipt that showed what Rachel ate, etc. Everything I had was available on my website as a PDF download, and as a scrollable gallery of individual pages as JPG images. I didn’t keep anything back as far as documents go. Many times, Randy said a document existed but would never share it or cite his source. So anything that was rumored to exist, that has never seen the light of day, wasn’t from my suppression. If I had it, I published it.

5. I did sell the domain DylanKlebold.com on eBay, not for the money, but to make sure there was some kind of energy exchange so it went to the right person. It went to a good friend of mine. He thought he could handle it, but it was too much, so he let it go. Understandable. Nobody knew what it took to maintain it. It looked easy on the outside. It was so detailed and so cross-referenced that it really could not have been maintained by anyone other than myself. I also gave this friend the rest of my entire CHS item collection, including Eric’s shirt as a surprise for him. It was almost 40 pounds of stuff.

CalenceEthanEmerson wrote:

myspace(dotcom)/calence

25+ Binders of xx,xxx pages of Columbine Documents - PLEASE TAKE THEM!

June 08 2009 11:56 PM

I have exactly 2 months to find someone to take the TENS OF THOUSANDS OF PAGES of documents I have in hard copy. I am moving, and cannot take them with me. I need to be completely mobile for the productions I am involved with and that means in 2 months these documents will go into my storage unit and I will be on the road, touring, for a very long time - possibly outside of the US.

Therefore, if anyone has any interest/need for these documents PLEASE let me know! I can make arrangements to ship them if you are willing to pay for the shipping. The binders are located in San Jose, CA.

There ARE documents in here that have never been made public via PDF. Autopsy diagrams, FBI ERT Report, etc. These documents originally came from Randy Brown, and were passed to Kendra when she ran her CRS website and years ago she passed them to me for my website when I took over the documents for her.

It's time for me to pass them on to someone who can and will use them. I would like to NOT split them up among people who want to pick and choose documents... I would like these to go to ONE person who has an interest in them for the purpose of complete research.

Is that you? Are you out there? Can you be a good home for these documents?

As of August 1, 2009 these documents will go into the depths of my storge unit and it could be years before I even come back to access them. IF I do at all. This is a time sensitive opportunity.

The time to act is now!


August 07 2009 3:23 PM

Thanks to Bob and Susan for taking these docments and giving them a good home!

Do Bob & Susan still have the documents?

Quote :

There ARE documents in here that have never been made public via PDF. Autopsy diagrams, FBI ERT Report, etc. These documents originally came from Randy Brown, and were passed to Kendra when she ran her CRS website and years ago she passed them to me for my website when I took over the documents for her.

Which documents have never been made public? Are they still available, I suppose, through Bob/Susan?

Thank you for your help

sororityalpha wrote:

Can you please clarify this?

CalenceEthanEmerson wrote:

The Truth

October 19 2007 12:05 PM

He won't tell you that he is the confidential "source" behind the book Comprehending Columbine by Ralph Larkin since he rails on the Klebolds and gives biased information to Mr. Larkin. The information he has given to Larkin contradicts every credible source on the face of the planet regarding the Klebold family. If he told the truth and owned up to his behavior the whole world would know that he is a liar.

He won't tell you that he has a copy of the basement tapes and has shown them to someone from FHM magazine. He denies that now, despite the proof.

He won't tell you he has a copy of the full 911 call and that it was Dylan who did most of the screaming and instigating in the library.

He won't tell you that he really has no proof for any of his claims and that is why he never cites his sources.

He won't tell you a lot of things.

Completely understand. Basically I have the magazine and the writer recounts his experience when Randy put on the basement tapes for him and spoke of details he heard and saw. I have posted scanned copies here over 20 times and someone deletes them each time. I can email them directly to you if you would like.

As far as the 911 call goes Randy himself is my source. He denies ever talking to me or sending me information but he did multiple times. I have proof of that as well in his own handwriting. My only dilemma is whether he's being truthful but I have no reason to believe he isn't with that particular bit of information.

Hope that helps.

So, Randy Brown has a copy of the FULL 911 library call & the Basement Tapes?

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[quote="gunsgobang"]Wow how ironic/cool
I was just thinking about you, Ethan, the other day. I dont know if you remember me but we used to be friends back in the myspace days. Was actually trying to find a shirt similar to the ones you used to sell on dk.com, but havent had any luck. I really miss your site and your comments on the old boards and I am happy youre doing well![/quote]

Awesome! I think I would remember if I saw your MS profile :) It's been so long!

Which shirt were you looking for? The tshirts are still up for sale on Spreadshirt in the marketplace, if you want a link I can send it to you! I haven't looked at it in years but once in a while someone buys a shirt somehow they find it on there.

[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] and [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I was revisiting this thread and noticed that I never sent you a PM, and it was because I can't send PMs for some reason. Been a member long past 30 days, but maybe I need to 50 posts as well. I haven't been the best at keeping in touch for the last 5 years or so, with anyone - I've been on a magical journey so to speak LOL but I wanted to reach out here and say if you want to send me a PM with your email address we can chat!

I'm pretty much back in the game, book is almost done, and research site is nearly rebuilt - 100x better than what it was before... been working on it for a few years ;) Just haven't said anything to anyone. I won't launch until next year, though, if that gives you an idea of how big it is! All the stuff everyone complains about with the difficulty of navigating the 11k - and my own frustrating experiences - led me to create a solution. But, unlike my former site, I won't be publishing it until every link is connected and has content ;)

EthanEmerson wrote:

[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] and [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] I was revisiting this thread and noticed that I never sent you a PM, and it was because I can't send PMs for some reason. Been a member long past 30 days, but maybe I need to 50 posts as well. I haven't been the best at keeping in touch for the last 5 years or so, with anyone - I've been on a magical journey so to speak LOL but I wanted to reach out here and say if you want to send me a PM with your email address we can chat!

I'm pretty much back in the game, book is almost done, and research site is nearly rebuilt - 100x better than what it was before... been working on it for a few years ;) Just haven't said anything to anyone. I won't launch until next year, though, if that gives you an idea of how big it is! All the stuff everyone complains about with the difficulty of navigating the 11k - and my own frustrating experiences - led me to create a solution. But, unlike my former site, I won't be publishing it until every link is connected and has content ;)

Glad to hear it! I am looking forward to it!

:-D

Oh gosh, now I know why I never got any PMs... I had them turned off in my settings. I don't even remember doing that! Whoops!

Oh sorry I must have missed those!

I don't have any contact with the people I gave the docs to. However, Randy Brown has about 45k pages of documents which is 10k more than what's online, and everything I was given by Kendra years ago was given to her by Randy. The FBI ERT report I believe is now listed on Jeffcos website available digitally. I could be remembering incorrectly but I do think I saw it a few weeks ago in the list.

So everything I had is available, but since I don't remember exactly which documents I had that were not scanned, I don't know what agency they were from. Randy would be the best source for that if he's willing to share a list.

I can't verify that Randy has the full 911 call, not from first hand experience anyway. I know what he told all of us back in the day - that he has the tape. He said he had the full tape many times. So, based on his word, he has it. That's as much as I know.

The basement tapes, however, I don't think he has. Rachel Scott's father released a few audio excerpts (supposedly he snuck the audio during the showing, I don't see him admit this anywhere though) but the fact that ONLY the clip where they mention Rachel & Jen was released tells me it was probably him... and that can't be the only recording. I bet someone went in with a recorder to get that full audio... (my opinion).

deathmedic wrote:

This has been a long time ago, but IIRC he got it from Chad Laughlin. Eric lent him the shirt along with a couple of CD's, when Chad expressed an interest in the band. Due to circumstances we all know he never returned the items and eventually gave them to Calence Emerson. It was the Xtort shirt that Dylan wore in that short clip taken on the day of the van break-in. (According to him, the exact same one!)

Dunno if it's true, though. Eventually the shirt went for about $650. Easy way to make a quick buck...

I'm just going through old threads to leave some breadcrumbs of completion on various rumors that have been floating around about me, my life, and what I have supposedly shared. Apparently the rumor mill is alive and well, so I'm going to leave bits and pieces for people who will end up reading these threads and be tempted to believe hearsay.

1. I did have a shirt but it was not Dylan's - "according to him, the exact same one!" is NOT actually according to me. Somebody made that up.
2. It was not given to me by Chad.
3. It was given to me by someone who also gave me all of their yearbooks plus many other items.
4. I did not sell the shirt for $650 and I did not buy it for $650, either.
5. I gave the shirt to a friend of mine (for free as a surprise gift) when he bought the remainder of my 'memorabilia' many years ago.
6. If you don't hear it from me directly, it's probably not true.

Apologies for confusing wurm's gender.

Just proves I did not know Wurm personally. I rarely exchanged private messages with anyone, neither there nor here. I messaged a few souls who I felt were depressed and would benefit from someone taking notice. I've also PMed a few people about documents/images that I thought they have but have not shared with the general public.

Also Ethan, if you happen to be reading this - is your book available for sale?

[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] it's so hard to tell anything about anyone online, heck, the internet is a giant game of telephone.

I'm surprised she disappeared after being so into all of this... not even a trace on Facebook.

I'm still working on the book (I know, people are rolling their eyes wondering if I'm just full of it) but really, it's a labor of love.

I'm a full time (plus) professional writer so it takes a lot of energy for me to sit down and work on my book for long periods of time. Considering my brain has to come up with at least 4-6 new and unique stories per day... and I write about 4k words per day on average for various publications, by the time I'm done with all that, all I can think about is vegging out in front of the fan haha. So, I work on my book on the weekends It's coming! I have two chapters done and polished. 95% of the book is already written, I'm polishing the rough draft and fleshing it out piece by piece.

:-D

EthanEmerson wrote:

[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] it's so hard to tell anything about anyone online, heck, the internet is a giant game of telephone.

As is life in general.

EthanEmerson wrote:

I'm surprised she disappeared after being so into all of this... not even a trace on Facebook.

Met too. You were both such a big part of the Colmbine scene at the time.

EthanEmerson wrote:

by the time I'm done with all that, all I can think about is vegging out in front of the fan haha. So, I work on my book on the weekends

As a corporate drone in the world of global finance, I can fully relate to the "no energy on weekdays" part. Its been years since I designed anything large outside of work.

EthanEmerson wrote:

I'm still working on the book (I know, people are rolling their eyes wondering if I'm just full of it) but really, it's a labor of love. (...)

It's coming! I have two chapters done and polished. 95% of the book is already written, I'm polishing the rough draft and fleshing it out piece by piece.

Sincerely looking forward to it. It is such a complex story and I think you were one of the people with the most data at hand. With Krabbe being published only in Dutch, we need another serious researcher to publish a book, without basing their story on fake TCM websites or Brenda Parker.

it's rough having to work and do your own projects!

I do have to say that my book isn't going to be like anything anyone is expecting. It would be so easy for me to write a book that doesn't screw up all the details - with proof - but the direction the book took is completely different than when it started years ago.

The investigation and research is the main thread that holds it together, but it's not a factual account nor is it a fictional account. It's something much more intriguing. Besides, who wants **another** book about Columbine, right? I mean, as bad as the existing ones are, it's overdone in my view, and I've been writing something much more practical!

The link to his/her videos isnt working for me anymore..is it working for anyone else?

Sabratha wrote:

I vividly remember the user wurmholeshadow from the old forums. He was planning to write a book on columbine and also was thinking abotu making a documentary.

There's a broken links to her/his videos on this forum's video links thread:
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Anyone knows what happened to wurmholeshadow? Are any of the films he made still online?