Columbine Related Dreams

Jenn wrote:

I think there is already a thread about dreams in the "Fanfiction" section. One of the moderators will probably merge this topic with that one.

OK i am sorry, i didn´t know there is another thread.

Last night i had two dreams which had a little to do with Columbine…

I dreamed i went with my family (which doesn´t exist anymore since the divorce of my parents) to dinner. I looked in the menu and found two desserts with the names of the Columbine killers… Dylan Klebold ice and Eric Harris pudding… I found it so cool that I took my handy to make a picture. My sister didn´t understand my fascination. She didn´t relrealized who they were…(nobody in my enviroment know them, but know about the massacre.) hahaha ohmg…

Another dream: I dreamed i went to different libaries and loaned some books. After three libaries I went to a school libary and loaned a book about Dylan Klebold which I didn´t know. (one which doesn´t really exist) And after that I got a reminder that I was too late with the return. But i didn´t want to return it because it was so interesting…

What does that mean? I thinkn I am too much in this stuff…

I have just transferred another similar thread to this one.

philosopher_king wrote:

I have just transferred another similar thread to this one.

I was wondering if this thread should be in "thoughts" or "fanfiction"? I guess it would be OK in either place.

Jenn wrote:

philosopher_king wrote:

I have just transferred another similar thread to this one.

I was wondering if this thread should be in "thoughts" or "fanfiction"? I guess it would be OK in either place.

I didn't think of that initially. I am thinking it would fit in the "Thoughts on the Shooting" section just because the dreams are somehow reflecting individual thoughts on the shooting through dreams. If there is any problems with it, I can move it somewhere else.

philosopher_king wrote:

Jenn wrote:

philosopher_king wrote:

I have just transferred another similar thread to this one.

I was wondering if this thread should be in "thoughts" or "fanfiction"? I guess it would be OK in either place.

I didn't think of that initially. I am thinking it would fit in the "Thoughts on the Shooting" section just because the dreams are somehow reflecting individual thoughts on the shooting through dreams. If there is any problems with it, I can move it somewhere else.

Nope, that is good. You can leave it in "Shooting". I was thinking that it would probably be better off here too.

Although there were a lot of dreams, which contained random and apparently meaningless Columbine connections, I once also had a dream about Columbine, which really impressed me.

I cant recall, how the dream began, but at one point, I was standing in the library and could see all the students rushing through the room. I could hear gunfire in the background, so I assumed, that Eric and Dylan were coming. Because I didnt want to get shot, I turned around and left the library, but at the same moment, I was out, Dylan appeared in front of me. I got frightened and thought that he was going to shoot me, but Dylan greeted me friendly, passed me, went into the library and opened fire.

One explanation for this situation, that later came into my mind, is, that maybe I was Eric in the dream. That would explain, why Dylan greeted me instead of opening fire and it would also explain, why all the students ran in panic, while I stood calmly in front of them, at the dreams beginning.

I've had a few.

One of them I was in the Library, and some one said, "Here they come!!! Get under the tables."

i dreamt about 10 times columbine dreams....almost everytime they were nightmares....very scary

What did you dream?

I dreamed we made a school excursion in the mountains. And two people fell. I realized that they were Dylan and Eric. I told the other people that we should help them but they told me it is too dangerous for us.

tfsa47090 wrote:

Jenn wrote:

I had one Columbine related dream.  Dylan picked me up in his car and took me to Wal-Mart for cat litter. He put it in the trunk for me and took me home.  The End.

Was it a really realistic dream? Meaning, did Dylan look like Dylan, did the car look like his actual car, were you actually in Wal Mart, or did you just know in your dream that you went there?

I have dreams where I know someone is someone, but they don't look like them, or sometimes I know I went somewhere (with or without others) but it does not "show" it to me in the dream. For another example, I'll know I'm in my house, or someone else's in a dream, but it looks and "feels" nothing like it....

Wow, sorry I never responded to this before but I just now saw it. The dream was pretty realistic, yes. It looked like Dylan, it looked like his car. I remember rushing around Wal-Mart because I kept thinking he'd leave me there and I'd end up with no ride home and it was winter time and night out. I got 2 bags of cat litter(don't remember paying for them though, lol) and then went outside. He was parked right by the door waiting for me. He got out, put the bags into the trunk for me and then took me home.

That is all that I remember. I don't remember actually getting home or anything else. Just getting in the car after he put the bags in the trunk and then assuming I was going home.

Jenn wrote:

tfsa47090 wrote:

Jenn wrote:

I had one Columbine related dream.  Dylan picked me up in his car and took me to Wal-Mart for cat litter. He put it in the trunk for me and took me home.  The End.

Was it a really realistic dream? Meaning, did Dylan look like Dylan, did the car look like his actual car, were you actually in Wal Mart, or did you just know in your dream that you went there?

I have dreams where I know someone is someone, but they don't look like them, or sometimes I know I went somewhere (with or without others) but it does not "show" it to me in the dream. For another example, I'll know I'm in my house, or someone else's in a dream, but it looks and "feels" nothing like it....

Wow, sorry I never responded to this before but I just now saw it. The dream was pretty realistic, yes. It looked like Dylan, it looked like his car. I remember rushing around Wal-Mart because I kept thinking he'd leave me there and I'd end up with no ride home and it was winter time and night out. I got 2 bags of cat litter(don't remember paying for them though, lol) and then went outside. He was parked right by the door waiting for me. He got out, put the bags into the trunk for me and then took me home.

That is all that I remember. I don't remember actually getting home or anything else. Just getting in the car after he put the bags in the trunk and then assuming I was going home.

That is actually quite interesting! And it was obviously vivid because you still remember the bulk of it.

Jenn wrote:

tfsa47090 wrote:

Jenn wrote:

I had one Columbine related dream.  Dylan picked me up in his car and took me to Wal-Mart for cat litter. He put it in the trunk for me and took me home.  The End.

Was it a really realistic dream? Meaning, did Dylan look like Dylan, did the car look like his actual car, were you actually in Wal Mart, or did you just know in your dream that you went there?

I have dreams where I know someone is someone, but they don't look like them, or sometimes I know I went somewhere (with or without others) but it does not "show" it to me in the dream. For another example, I'll know I'm in my house, or someone else's in a dream, but it looks and "feels" nothing like it....

Wow, sorry I never responded to this before but I just now saw it. The dream was pretty realistic, yes. It looked like Dylan, it looked like his car. I remember rushing around Wal-Mart because I kept thinking he'd leave me there and I'd end up with no ride home and it was winter time and night out. I got 2 bags of cat litter(don't remember paying for them though, lol) and then went outside. He was parked right by the door waiting for me. He got out, put the bags into the trunk for me and then took me home.

That is all that I remember. I don't remember actually getting home or anything else. Just getting in the car after he put the bags in the trunk and then assuming I was going home.

tfsa47090 wrote:

That is actually quite interesting! And it was obviously vivid because you still remember the bulk of it.

And such the gentleman too!  Being a multi home cat owner he knows how to difficult it is hauling those clumping cat litter bags out of the car. ;)  I should lucid dream Dylan to do those menial tasks for me in my dreams but that was ahh, not the case.

I had a really strange dream about Columbine, actually. I don't know if I can call it a nightmare, but I remember it was me watching the basement tapes somehow but it was really corrupted and creepy. They both looked pretty angry, really.

Talk about creepy. I found this thread because I just had a dream last night and wanted to share it. In the dream, I was in my own basement in the middle of night watching the basement tapes and during the course of watching Dylan and Eric converse, they then start talking to me directly by name (!) as if they know me and addressing me through the tv asking me why the hell I want to know so much about them and telling me to "fuck off" and leave them alone. They then went back to talking between themselves as if nothing happened. I am still unnerved by this dream and having a hard time shaking this feeling of dread.

ThoughtBox wrote:

Talk about creepy. I found this thread because I just had a dream last night and wanted to share it.  In the dream, I was in my own basement in the middle of night watching the basement tapes and during the course of watching Dylan and Eric converse, they then start talking to me directly by name (!) as if they know me and addressing me through the tv asking me why the hell I want to know so much about them and telling me to "fuck off" and leave them alone. They then went back to talking between themselves as if nothing happened.  I am still unnerved by this dream and having a hard time shaking this feeling of dread.

Wow, that really sounds creepy...  like a nightmare.


I never knew there was such a thread. I think I want to share two dreams I had some weeks ago. When i started researching I had two dreams that were kind of impressive and I still kind of remember them.

In the first one it was after the massacre but Dylan was still alive and had just been sentenced to death. In the dream I must have been someone he knows because Dylan cried and hugged me and said "I'm so sorry"...

In the other dream I was friends with E/D and I knew about their plan and on the very day, minutes before it was supposed to happen, we were sitting in a gymnasium (looked like the gymnasium from the school I went to) and the other students were doing some sports and the three of us were talking and basically saying goodbye to each other. I finally got up and said something to Dylan like "It's a shame, i really like you" and then I had to leave the gymnasium. I looked back and saw Dylan pull out his gun and turn to the students. I opened the door to outside and all of a sudden Eric was standing there pointing his gun to me. I screamed "Stop, it's me!" When he recognized me he lowered his gun and I ran past him and he entered the gymnasium...

ThoughtBox wrote:

Talk about creepy. I found this thread because I just had a dream last night and wanted to share it.  In the dream, I was in my own basement in the middle of night watching the basement tapes and during the course of watching Dylan and Eric converse, they then start talking to me directly by name (!) as if they know me and addressing me through the tv asking me why the hell I want to know so much about them and telling me to "fuck off" and leave them alone. They then went back to talking between themselves as if nothing happened.  I am still unnerved by this dream and having a hard time shaking this feeling of dread.

Maybe you've opened a pipeline to your own antisocial impulses. That can be a frightening feeling.

Haha gustopoet, maybe so. In trying to understand them, to put myself in their shoes, is a very uncomfortable feeling and probably manifesting itself in dreams. It really was a weird dream to have E/D addressing me directly through the videotape. I hope I don't have it again.

ThoughtBox wrote:

Haha gustopoet, maybe so. In trying to understand them, to put myself in their shoes, is a very uncomfortable feeling and probably manifesting itself in dreams. It really was a weird dream to have E/D addressing me directly through the videotape. I hope I don't have it again.

Basements in dreams symbolize unconscious contents that are becoming conscious. Watching the boys on videotape shows that unconscious drives you may have are merging with or at least starting to merge with your public persona. This could be upsetting to your public life. Merely showing an interest in Columbine at all is a step away from the social normalcy to which most people cling. The violence and antisocial drives that the boys embodied are speaking directly to your usual safe self, and threaten it's complacency.

I'd suspect Columbine has this impact on many people, myself included. Studying it stirs up some deep stuff, having to do with what Jung would call the Shadow aspect of the psyche.

Just had another related dream last night; I was on a packed school bus sitting near the back , Eric and Dylan were near the front as if they had commandeered the vehicle and were directing the driver to go somewhere. Some girl asked Eric what the KMFDM on his hat stood for, and he started explaining nicely. That's all I remember ... weird.

I was in the commons at a table with Eric and Dylan and some other people and I was forced to tell that my guilty pleasure was old school hiphop. I actually woke up with the lyrics of O.P.P still in my head. Weird....

tragedy79 wrote:

I was in the commons at a table with Eric and Dylan and some other people and I was forced to tell that my guilty pleasure was old school hiphop. I actually woke up with the lyrics of O.P.P still in my head. Weird....

You may have woken up just in time before E and D taunt you about it.  ;) 

JayJay wrote:

tragedy79 wrote:

I was in the commons at a table with Eric and Dylan and some other people and I was forced to tell that my guilty pleasure was old school hiphop. I actually woke up with the lyrics of O.P.P still in my head. Weird....

You may have woken up just in time before E and D taunt you about it.  ;) 

  Probably!! What a relief! hehe  

I had a strange dream the other night. I was in high school and John Tomlin asked me to get him "head injury forms". I didn't think twice about it because I guess in that school, head injury forms were pretty common. I have no clue what school we were in but it was pretty modern so I'm guessing this was in present time and not 1999. I kept forgetting the forms and John kept texting me about them. I ended up going to a friend's house after school and found out she was dating another victim who I didn't recognize. I never got John his forms though.    

I had my first dream about Columbine last month, but it was more a nightmare. I was in the library under a table and there was a lot of smoke around me, everything was very quiet and I could feel myself very scared. I couldnt see the place very well but I knew that I was in the Columbine library the day of the shooting and when I woke up I was crying and shaking like happened with another nightmare last year.

The other night I had a dream that Eric Harris' parents decided to release a large number of Eric's baby and childhood photos to a news agency. This news agency posted them on their website. All of them were from the time period prior to their moving to Plattsburgh, NY.

Eric had blonde-ish hair as a baby, similar to his Halloween photo from when he was a small child.

He was very happy in all of the photos, and in some of them, he was smiling very broadly, and smiling with his eyes as well.

I had my first Columbine dream this afternoon. I took a nap and dreamt that I was at a viewing of 2 Columbine victims Dan Mauser and Corey DePooter. They were in the position they were when they were shot. I was telling my husband all about who they hid with and that Dan tried to fight back. I don't know what that all means other than this is an obsession of mine that I tend to lose myself in to take the focus off my own issues.

I've never dreamt about Columbine per se, but I've had two dreams about kissing Dylan. In one we were in a room in my house making out and my sister walked in and started screaming at me because I had a boyfriend in the dream (as I do in real life). In the other I was in a car someplace and Dylan leaned in through the car window to kiss me. I can't say either of these were bad dreams.

Hi everyone, new member here. Registered primarily for information, as columbine interests me greatly. As a lot of you, sometimes I'd spend hours reading up on columbine, watching their videos etc before going to bed, resulting in weird dreams about Eric and Dylan.

Some, I can't remember unfortunately, but I do know I dreamed about them, here are 2 most interesting:

1. Somehow, Eric came back to life in 2015. I felt like I've known him my whole life and just looked at his shooting as a big mistake that can be fixed. He was alive and talked to me, but I was eager to show him all the new stuff he was missing '99-15...

He wanted to talk to me, but I eagerly kept interrupting saying "look at these computers man, look at these graphics!", showing him all the latest video games (big gamer myself) and also showing him doom 3 and brutal doom mod for D2 and D1. I was saving brutal doom mod for last and remember saying "Eric, you haven't seen Doom 2 like this before, I bet!".

I remember having some problems with my pc too and Eric commented "yeah yeah, we had those probs in '99 as well"...

In the end we talked about columbine of course and he said "Man, it was a mistake, wish I never done it. My thoughts throughout the years changed so much, I was literally a dumb teenager back then, I'd never advise anyone doing that, seriously. What a waste..." He also had a sad face talking about it.

The second dream:
Somehow, I was sent back through time to stop columbine and I felt excited about meeting Eric and Dylan.
The year was '99, I roamed through columbine, I believe it was march... I roamed through columbine, searching for Eric and Dylan, but I could not find them at all. I remember fear going through me, adrenaline rushing, because I could fail and the shooting might actually happen.
Finally, I saw them in cafeteria, Eric looked at me slightly, had an evil grin as if he knew why I was there, evil grin as in, "you're not stopping me, don't try". The dream ended there.

I've had a couple more Columbine-related dreams recently. In one, Eric was among a group of friends I had who were renting an apartment and next thing I knew, I was kissing him laying on him in a bed topless.

The other was last night. Dylan was at my house after Prom and then I rode with him somewhere in his car. Something I found odd was that I said something in the dream about a "Robin" me and my mom knew in real life (who was not a pleasant person) and my mom was in the room and said "Don't talk about her like that, that's Dylan's friend" and I said "Not Dylan's Robyn, the Robin we know."

Afew weeks ago I had this dream that me and my family along with some friends were driving across the U.S to get to Colorado and probably Columbine. After a long drive through afew states, and even driving right passed Colorado (really crazy stuffed up distances in my dream). We finally got there and went through a tiny street that looked more like something from Las Vegas, and ended up in the Columbine area with me leading the way down the road to where I thought was the School. We got up this hill and it was off in the distance kind of gleaming,lol. Aaaand thats when I awoke only to never know what happened after.

I had fair few Columbine related dreams but I hardly remember them.

Although I had one not too long ago , where I had this ability to travel back to any year I wished to travel. Well this time it was obviously 1999 and I think it was just around middle of January. I somehow wasn't new in Columbine High but nobody noticed me untill January. I was a punk kid and somehow I bumped into Dylan and collapsed in the hall. He was so apologetic and he help me get up. We have been hanging around a lot since that time. And at one point I remember I was at his house, in his room. He went downstairs to get some drink and I have noticed his journal and I read some of it.
I remember I was scared and I started to cry and that's when Dylan came in and he realised I have seen his journals and he was really angry. He asked me if I was crying because he was going to kill himself or if I was crying because he's going to kill other kids. For some reason I didn't care he was about to kill others I cared that he was going to kill himself. I ran away from him and didn't speak to him until that day when I found myself hiding in the Staff Toilets in Library. I heard everything it was horrible.. I cam out and he noticed me and he started to apologizing. That's where Eric notice it and he shot me in the legs laughing histerically! Dylan was pissed and he said something like ' Dont worry I'll get you out of here' That's when Eric shot me again in the chest and my blood was coming out of my mouth. Like tones of it. Dylan started crying and he shot Eric straight in the face literally blowing it off! then he lied by me and killed himself.

However I didn't wake up crying. I got up and i could hardly catch my breath and I could taste blood. That's when I noticed I was chewing on my tounge piercing.

I almost never remember any dreams. I probably hardly have any. Certainly none columbine related. Only bad dreams I have are about physical pain suffered.

I had a dream last night that I was shopping and I found 'Natural Selection' and 'Wrath' t-shirts.. It was weird..

I have never had a specific to Columbine dream, but I have had a shooting dream.

Last night I had a dream that I was away, and I saw Dylan. Turned out he was alive and he lived at this place, so I tried to get hold of him again to arrange to meet him and talk. We did, and I started talking to him but someone came and disturbed us so he left (he was sort of in hiding). During the whole thing I had to bat off remarks from my parents about how my interest in Columbine was wrong.

That is interesting eli

I haven't had any Columbine related dreams for a long time but if I ever do I will post it here

I've been having a bunch of half-asleep half-awake "hallucinations" of Dylan Klebold reading passages from his journal to me, elaborating on them, and other things. For some reason this doesn't worry me. Dream-Dylan being weird and abstruse and going on about "seeing beyond sight," ha, not much different from the material he left behind in reality. But then when doing what he did results in seeing shit that spooks me for days? Not fun.

I recently had one, here goes:

I dreamed I was actually there with Eric and Dylan when the shooting started, however, the school looked totally different and I was with them in an elevator, going up. It was weird, Eric seemed calm and Dylan got his trench coat stuck between the elevator entrance and the area outside of it (for some reason the elevator had no doors), he was pulling hard on it to cut him self loose, he eventually succeeded but his trench coat got damaged because of it. We were going up for quite some time it seemed and it seemed to me like they didn't even acknowledge me at all, as if I'm some sort of camera there or a spectator.

Suddenly we arrived and Eric said "ok let's go" and suddenly I found myself having a shotgun similar to Eric's in my hands. They both started shooting at some kids that were in the hallway and reflexively I did too. They were laughing about it but I felt terrible. I just stood there, dropping my weapon, being in disbelief of what I've actually done. Eric and Dylan looked at me with confused faces as in "is he serious? What's wrong?" as in why am I not enjoying this. They literally shrugged and just continued shooting everywhere, the feeling of regret was so high that I woke up.

That's pretty freaky ^^

I had a dream the other day about being in court with Dylan, and then he handed me a gun and i killed us both. It was weird, like we were in court for murder but it sort of felt like we had just done something that wasn't even a major crime.

I literally have columbine related dreams like 9/10 nights at the moment.

thedude11 wrote:

I recently had one, here goes:

I dreamed I was actually there with Eric and Dylan when the shooting started, however, the school looked totally different and I was with them in an elevator, going up. It was weird, Eric seemed calm and Dylan got his trench coat stuck between the elevator entrance and the area outside of it (for some reason the elevator had no doors), he was pulling hard on it to cut him self loose, he eventually succeeded but his trench coat got damaged because of it. We were going up for quite some time it seemed and it seemed to me like they didn't even acknowledge me at all, as if I'm some sort of camera there or a spectator.

Suddenly we arrived and Eric said "ok let's go" and suddenly I found myself having a shotgun similar to Eric's in my hands. They both started shooting at some kids that were in the hallway and reflexively I did too. They were laughing about it but I felt terrible. I just stood there, dropping my weapon, being in disbelief of what I've actually done. Eric and Dylan looked at me with confused faces as in "is he serious? What's wrong?" as in why am I not enjoying this. They literally shrugged and just continued shooting everywhere, the feeling of regret was so high that I woke up.

You know there was/is an elevator that was right by the library that opened up to the library hallway, and it went downstairs to the cafeteria as well.

Interesting dream

sororityalpha wrote:

thedude11 wrote:

I recently had one, here goes:

I dreamed I was actually there with Eric and Dylan when the shooting started, however, the school looked totally different and I was with them in an elevator, going up. It was weird, Eric seemed calm and Dylan got his trench coat stuck between the elevator entrance and the area outside of it (for some reason the elevator had no doors), he was pulling hard on it to cut him self loose, he eventually succeeded but his trench coat got damaged because of it. We were going up for quite some time it seemed and it seemed to me like they didn't even acknowledge me at all, as if I'm some sort of camera there or a spectator.

Suddenly we arrived and Eric said "ok let's go" and suddenly I found myself having a shotgun similar to Eric's in my hands. They both started shooting at some kids that were in the hallway and reflexively I did too. They were laughing about it but I felt terrible. I just stood there, dropping my weapon, being in disbelief of what I've actually done. Eric and Dylan looked at me with confused faces as in "is he serious? What's wrong?" as in why am I not enjoying this. They literally shrugged and just continued shooting everywhere, the feeling of regret was so high that I woke up.

You know there was/is an elevator that was right by the library that opened up to the library hallway, and it went downstairs to the cafeteria as well.

Interesting dream

Wow, I actually didn't know that! That's kinda freaky!

eli27 wrote:

That's pretty freaky ^^

I had a dream the other day about being in court with Dylan, and then he handed me a gun and i killed us both. It was weird, like we were in court for murder but it sort of felt like we had just done something that wasn't even a major crime.

I literally have columbine related dreams like 9/10 nights at the moment.

I know right?

And cool hah, I wish I had more columbine dreams, this is literally the only one I had in the last 4-5 months...

I don't think this is a dream but more of a hallucination, maybe. One time back in early 2012 when I was in the middle of my hardcore Columbine days. You know, that time period where you're completely obsessed with it? Think about it every waking minute and find anything you can about it? Yea, during that time and I had broken out with Shingles. It was on my face, and around my eye and on my eyelid. Luckily it didn't go in my damn eye and it cleared up with no nerve damage and just a scar on my forehead. Anyhow, they had me on a bunch of different pain medications (because Shingles is one of the worst pains imaginable and mine was on my freaking face and eye). So they had me on Oxycodone, Hydrocodone, some other antiviral medication (I forget what it's called) and Diphenhydramine (Benadryl) because as it starts to heal it itches and I was also a steroid called Prednisone.

So this stuff had some weird affects on me. As I was trying to fall asleep, I see Dylan, just chilling on my bed (no it was not some sexual fantasy bullshit). He was just sitting there. Looking at me. Dressed how he was on 4/20. I think to myself, 'I wonder why Eric isn't with him'. As if he can hear me, he holds a gun up to his left temple. I guess he was trying to tell me that Eric wasn't there because he killed himself? Even though it wasn't Eric who shot himself in the temple, it was him who did that. Or maybe he was trying to tell me that he himself had shot himself in the left temple. I have no idea but it scared me.

At this point, I start having a panic attack, jump out of the bed and turn the lights on and he's gone. It was very weird and very creepy. I do not think it was a dream because I know I was not asleep. Later I looked up the medications I was on and found out that Benadryl can cause hallucinations at high doses. The dose I was on was something like 200mg every 6 hours or something like that. I didn't think it was a high enough amount to cause hallucinations but I guess it did. It's the only explanation I can find as to why the hell I saw Dylan Klebold just sitting on my bed looking at me.

These are so creepy. I'm going to have fun trying to sleep tonight.

[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.], maybe his ghost was visiting you?

If I hallucinated that I saw him I feel like I would try to hug him, but not if he was holding a gun.

Jenn wrote:

I don't think this is a dream but more of a hallucination, maybe. One time back in early 2012 when I was in the middle of my hardcore Columbine days. You know, that time period where you're completely obsessed with it? Think about it every waking minute and find anything you can about it? Yea, during that time and I had broken out with Shingles. It was on my face, and around my eye and on my eyelid. Luckily it didn't go in my damn eye and it cleared up with no nerve damage and just a scar on my forehead. Anyhow, they had me on a bunch of different pain medications (because Shingles is one of the worst pains imaginable and mine was on my freaking face and eye). So they had me on Oxycodone, Hydrocodone, some other antiviral medication (I forget what it's called) and Diphenhydramine (Benadryl) because as it starts to heal it itches and I was also a steroid called Prednisone.

So this stuff had some weird affects on me. As I was trying to fall asleep, I see Dylan, just chilling on my bed (no it was not some sexual fantasy bullshit). He was just sitting there. Looking at me. Dressed how he was on 4/20. I think to myself, 'I wonder why Eric isn't with him'. As if he can hear me, he holds a gun up to his left temple. I guess he was trying to tell me that Eric wasn't there because he killed himself? Even though it wasn't Eric who shot himself in the temple, it was him who did that. Or maybe he was trying to tell me that he himself had shot himself in the left temple. I have no idea but it scared me.

At this point, I start having a panic attack, jump out of the bed and turn the lights on and he's gone. It was very weird and very creepy. I do not think it was a dream because I know I was not asleep. Later I looked up the medications I was on and found out that Benadryl can cause hallucinations at high doses. The dose I was on was something like 200mg every 6 hours or something like that. I didn't think it was a high enough amount to cause hallucinations but I guess it did. It's the only explanation I can find as to why the hell I saw Dylan Klebold just sitting on my bed looking at me.

Now that's freaky wow! Aaaand cool at the same time!

I had my first Columbine dream ever last night.  A bit embarrassed to admit, it was a nightmare and they were out to kill me. I don't remember if I was in the school or not. I never have any nightmares basically. I didn’t know what to believe when I woke up and thought about it for a while before I went back to sleep again.

Anyway...

I've had several Columbine dreams.

This one was from at a time when I was on a lot of medication that knocked me out and gave me vivid night terrors

I went in to a second hand shop and I came across a bin of old electronics, in there was a super old mobile phone, I was told it belonged to a victim of Columbine, who had it on them when they died.

(I'd fallen asleep in the afternoon while I was texting my then boyfriend mid text so this is why I think I had this dream.)

Of course, I had to snatch it up so I could snoop through it out of morbid curiosity. The phone contained mundane text messages about "going to the library" etc…it was really chilling.

Then the phone started ringing (in real life, my boyfriend rang me) spooked, I answer the phone (In real life as well) and on the other end I can her everything that's going on in the Library, whilst the unknown victim is asking me to help, why is no one coming to help? where are you? what's going on?

I was crying "but you're dead. You died in that library. I'm so sorry."

I woke up in tears. and to a text from my then boyfriend. "You need to get interests outside of Columbine. You're so funny." Apparently I was mumbling for a while about "I didn't even know they had mobile phones in the 90s. I'm in the future." before he hung up on me and I fell back to sleep.

It was really disturbing, but kinda funny from my boyfriend's side.

I was having a totally non Columbine related dream sitting on a deck at a restaurant and then all of a sudden I could hear a man yelling. I can't remember exact words now but at the time I knew what he was yelling...anyway
I turn to a friend in the dream and say what is that yelling?
The friend says "oh that is Dylan. He yells loud."

I was just like oh...and the dream carried on.