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PostSubject: Zach provides more info on Nikolas.    Zach provides more info on Nikolas.  Icon_minitimeThu May 17, 2018 11:46 pm

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Zachary Cruz wasn't present at Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School when his older brother went on a murderous Valentine's Day rampage, killing 17 students and educators with an AR-15 semi-automatic.

But Zachary knows what it's like to face an armed and menacing Nikolas Cruz.

It happened a few months earlier, when their mother brought home the groceries. Nikolas snatched a jar of Nutella, unscrewed the lid, scooped out the gooey contents with his unwashed hand then licked his sticky fingers. Then he dipped into the jar again. Appalled at Nikolas' manners, Zachary pushed or slapped the jar out of his hands.

Nikolas charged upstairs, grabbed a long gun out of his bedroom closet, descended the stairway, sat down, loaded the firearm and pointed it at his brother in front of their horrified mom, according to Zachary.

"If you're gonna shoot me, shoot me!" Zachary shouted. The rage receded. Nikolas bounded back upstairs, stashed the gun and sat down to watch a little TV.

"After that day," said Zachary, "I never messed with him again."

No one knows 19-year-old Nikolas Cruz as well as his brother Zachary, one year his junior but more physically imposing. He sat with the Miami Herald for an interview that lasted three hours, providing the most complete portrait yet of the young man who authored Florida's cruelest and bloodiest school shooting and the dynamic within his household.

Speaking haltingly, sometimes barely audibly, he described Nikolas as chronically depressed, isolated from peers because of his autism, prone to livid outbursts and beguiled by firearms and violence.

Despite the difficulties he would have posed to a parent, Nikolas had the much closer relationship with their mother, Lynda, Zachary said.

His supposed favored-son status did not prevent Nikolas from threatening their mom.

He recalled one blistering episode. "Nik got his AR-15 and put it to my mom's head," Zachary said of the September incident. "He was yelling at her because she wouldn't take him to a cabin."

"He yelled at her and said 'I'm gonna blow your [expletive] brains out!' " Lynda Cruz jumped in her car and fled.

Nikolas followed her outside with his weapon. Cruz peered down from his second-floor bedroom window.

"He was in the middle of the driveway, in the middle of the street with his AR-15," Cruz said. "I had 911 ready to go on my phone. I was scared. I think he just came up and he put his gun away and I hung up."

After that, it was like the confrontation never happened. His mother, though no gun enthusiast, had come to fear confronting her well-armed son.

Portions of Nikolas' psychiatric file, obtained by the Miami Herald in March, portray a young man who exhibited frequent and extreme mood swings. His attitude would brighten for weeks at a time, then darken into anger and paranoia.

Zachary can attest to that: "He was mentally ill, and in hindsight, his actions were a cry for help."

Nikolas would punch holes in walls, engage in frequent fistfights and once brought bullets to school in a backpack. He also guzzled his mom's wine.

Once, Nikolas told a therapist he had a dream of being drenched in human blood. After relating that tale, Nikolas "smiled and told the therapist that sometimes he says things for shock value,” according to the May 3, 2014, notation.

In fact, Nikolas was a self-cutter who commonly drew his own blood, Zachary said.

One day, Zachary said, he walked by the bathroom and saw his big brother with his wrists dripping blood, earphones on his head, "rubbing his hands on his white shirt."

"He was listening to music really loud," Zachary said. "He said something about demons. I hate saying it but I shrugged it off.”

" ' I don’t know how to make friends. People don’t like me,’ Nik would tell me. And the truth is, nobody wanted to be near him or around him. They thought he was weird. ”

Nikolas wore tattered clothes and was smaller than most kids his age. He swung around a lunch box — one of the only kids with a lunch box as opposed to a paper bag.

"He just stood out, him in his baggy clothes and undone shoelaces," Zachary said of Nikolas, who attended Stoneman Douglas, a haven for high achievers, for a while but had been transferred to another school.

“My heart still feels heavy because of all of it,” Zachary said. “I should have stepped up. He had nobody.”

Zachary said his brother liked to kill lizards and then photograph their corpses next to his pellet gun. He also liked to kill squirrels and birds.

"He would kill the squirrel and preserve its tail. Like when a hunter kills a deer and hangs its head on the wall. He had a whole collection of squirrels tails," Zachary said.

His mom and brother weren't the only ones to let Nikolas' aberrant behavior slide.

Again and again, authorities were warned about the teen’s explosive tendencies and lack of impulse control. Again and again, they ignored the warnings.

As reported immediately after the massacre, the FBI failed to act on two tips about Cruz, one involving an online post in which Nikolas said he planned to become a “professional school shooter.” The Broward Sheriff’s Office was also warned about the teen, and had received a report that he “planned to shoot up the school.”

Zachary said he feared doing anything to push Nikolas over the edge. “I was afraid to get him mad. I slept in the room next to him and I can’t lock my door," he said. "I was always afraid he’d snap.”

And then he did.


A conversation the brothers had a month or two before Lynda's death haunts Zachary.

The two had spent the evening at the community pool. As they walked home, Zachary asked Nikolas about their sick and aging mother.

"What would you do if mom died?"

"I would just kill people," Nikolas responded, nonchalantly.

Zachary changed the topic.

After the loss of their mom, Nikolas and Zachary moved in with Rocxanne Deschamps, a former Parkland neighbor who lives in a Lantana trailer park. Zachary says they were virtual strangers.


According to Deschamps, the Nikolas she previously knew was troubled but sweet — sometimes chivalrously opening doors for others, yet sometimes flying off the handle without warning.

But as he got older, Nikolas' behavior became increasingly bizarre, almost as if "possessed," she said.


"He lost it. He went through a phase. He got crazy. Got weird, cold, distant; his face got mean," Deschamps said. "Someone took over."

Close to Christmas time, shortly after Lynda Cruz's death from respiratory disease, Nikolas began to act out in new ways, Deschamps said.

"He began making demon noises through the night. It lasted a few days," she said.

What sounded like a dark, screeching, squealing horse echoed through the trailer home.

"Me and my mom were so afraid that we slept together, blocked the door with the dresser, machete in hand," she said. "His fascination with demons continued to grow."

Deschamps kicked him out.

Zachary stayed in the trailer home but wasn't happy. He and Deschamps squabbled over his late mother's brown Kia.

It was Deschamps who showed up at the Coral Springs skate park on the day of the massacre to explain what Nikolas had done.

Or rather, she showed him on her phone.

On the glowing screen was the news of the Stoneman Douglas attack — and his brother's arrest.

“My whole mind just flipped and did spins,” Zachary recalled. “I couldn’t believe what I saw. I felt like I was going to black out.”

That night, after talking to the FBI, Zachary was allowed to talk with his brother.

“He was crying as I was talking to him,” Cruz said. "I was yelling at him and told him everything he was gonna miss out on."

He ticked off those things: their dogs, a young Kobe and 15-year-old Mazie. Getting married. Having children. Brotherhood.

Zachary asked him why — why did he do it?

Nikolas uttered something about his "demons."

He said he is distraught over what his brother did. And he desperately wants people to know he is not his brother.

He feels guilt that he didn't stick up for Nikolas when his brother felt isolated. One memory sticks with him. During middle school, Nikolas and the other special needs students would be required to enter the school bus first and be harnessed into their seats.

It made him different.

Kids being kids, there could occasionally be hurtful comments as the others filed aboard the bus. Zachary realizes that nothing excuses the horror that Nikolas unleashed. Still, wishes he had stood up for Nikolas.

He wishes that Feb. 14 never happened, that none of the students or teachers had been ripped from their loved ones, that he couldn have been there that day to talk Nikolas out of his rampage.

He wishes that Nikolas could have been happy and well-adjusted, that his brother hadn't been allowed to indulge his obsession with guns. And, failing all else, that someone, anyone could have shielded Nikolas and the devastated Parkland community from his brother's "demons."

“A lot of people failed him,” Zachary said. “Including me.”









I have said this before, but it needs repeating. How the hell did Nikolas NOT get help!? How was he overlooked? Evil or Very Mad
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I'm glad more information about Nikolas is being released because Nikolas is so fascinating because of his behavior.

I can relate to him with three aspects in this topic, one is how he loved to play music very loud because i play music very loud in my headphones to where the sound takes up half of my bedroom when i listen to music at night. The second aspect is when i was 15 to 17, i didn't know how to socialize either resulting in me being very quiet, primarily at my bowling league, i would have a teammate in front of me and i wouldn't release a constructed sentence and daydream and look at the monitors playing sports. And the third aspect was when he would have angry facial expressions, when i was 16 and 17, my face would look very angry and constipated, it appears occasionally nowadays.

On the Nutella incident, If i had a brother or had a child and he pointed a loaded firearm at me, i would've tried my best to help for his and others safety because that behavior is the brightest red flag. It reminds me when Chris-Harper Mercer pointed a rifle (i presume the "Lulu" rifle) at Chris' mother when he was frustrated.  

It surprises me how the FBI didn't detain him because of all the obvious warning signs that needed to be fixed. When others write entries discussing committing reprehensible actions and make threats online, they get arrested without hesitation, but with this situation, for an invalid reason, he was excused despite the threats.  

It's similar to the resource officers and how they responded during the shooting, they could've gone in and shot the shooter, they didn't. If it were another school, the officers would've rushed and took him out.
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I have said this before, but it needs repeating. How the hell did Nikolas NOT get help!? How was he overlooked? Evil or Very Mad

I've compared Nick to Devin Patrick Kelley a few times before due to how severe each of their respective red flags were. It's almost unreal.

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The more I learn about Cruz the more I relate to him.

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Tommy QTR wrote:
The more I learn about Cruz the more I relate to him.

In what way though?  Suspect

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The more I learn about Cruz the more I relate to him.

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Being heavily bullied, having fights with our siblings(although not to the extent he did) listening to music loud, not making friends easily, people thinking I'm weird and that we both have autism and depression.
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ShadowedGoddess wrote:
I have said this before, but it needs repeating. How the hell did Nikolas NOT get help!? How was he overlooked? Evil or Very Mad

I've compared Nick to Devin Patrick Kelley a few times before due to how severe each of their respective red flags were. It's almost unreal.


Un-fucking-believable is more like it. I will never understand how either of them were missed. Especially Kelley who was known to be extremely violent.Evil or Very Mad
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Being heavily bullied, having fights with our siblings(although not to the extent he did) listening to music loud, not making friends easily, people thinking I'm weird and that we both have autism and depression.


That makes me sad. Crying or Very sad Keep your chin up Hun, not everyone in this world is an ass.

Also for what its worth, you seem just dandy in my opinion. I love you
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PotholeAbyss wrote:
I'm glad more information about Nikolas is being released because Nikolas is so fascinating because of his behavior.

I can relate to him with three aspects in this topic, one is how he loved to play music very loud because i play music very loud in my headphones to where the sound takes up half of my bedroom when i listen to music at night. The second aspect is when i was 15 to 17, i didn't know how to socialize either resulting in me being very quiet, primarily at my bowling league, i would have a teammate in front of me and i wouldn't release a constructed sentence and daydream and look at the monitors playing sports. And the third aspect was when he would have angry facial expressions, when i was 16 and 17, my face would look very angry and constipated, it appears occasionally nowadays.

On the Nutella incident, If i had a brother or had a child and he pointed a loaded firearm at me, i would've tried my best to help for his and others safety because that behavior is the brightest red flag. It reminds me when Chris-Harper Mercer pointed a rifle (i presume the "Lulu" rifle) at Chris' mother when he was frustrated.  

It surprises me how the FBI didn't detain him because of all the obvious warning signs that needed to be fixed. When others write entries discussing committing reprehensible actions and make threats online, they get arrested without hesitation, but with this situation, for an invalid reason, he was excused despite the threats.  

It's similar to the resource officers and how they responded during the shooting, they could've gone in and shot the shooter, they didn't. If it were another school, the officers would've rushed and took him out.


The more info on Nikolas's behavior comes out, the more light is shed on just how badly he needed help. Also how many times he should have gotten it, yet didn't.  Evil or Very Mad

As I said before, the blame for this tragedy can be spread far and wide. It is obvious that his mother tried to get help for him. But the little help she was able to get was SO inadequate compared to his issues, which only seemed to worsen over time. After his mother's death it is very clear that Nik lost what little control he had over himself, or just no longer cared anymore to try to control himself.

The number of people who stood by and literally watched all this shit unfold and did NOTHING to stop it is just mind blowing. No
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Being heavily bullied, having fights with our siblings(although not to the extent he did) listening to music loud, not making friends easily, people thinking I'm weird and that we both have autism and depression.


That makes me sad. Crying or Very sad   Keep your chin up Hun, not everyone in this world is an ass.

Also for what its worth, you seem just dandy in my opinion. I love you
Aw thanks, I have been coping with it better lately and being more of a positive person.
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ShadowedGoddess wrote:
Tommy QTR wrote:
Being heavily bullied, having fights with our siblings(although not to the extent he did) listening to music loud, not making friends easily, people thinking I'm weird and that we both have autism and depression.


That makes me sad. Crying or Very sad   Keep your chin up Hun, not everyone in this world is an ass.

Also for what its worth, you seem just dandy in my opinion. I love you
Aw thanks, I have been coping with it better lately and being more of a positive person.

Good! Don't let people bring you down. My pm is always open if you ever need to talk. Smile
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I have said this before, but it needs repeating. How the hell did Nikolas NOT get help!? How was he overlooked? Evil or Very Mad

I've compared Nick to Devin Patrick Kelley a few times before due to how severe each of their respective red flags were. It's almost unreal.


Un-fucking-believable is more like it. I will never understand how either of them were missed. Especially Kelley who was known to be extremely violent.Evil or Very Mad

I will say that one major difference between David and Nick is that the latter was never arrested, charged, and convicted with a felony, while the former was. Though that says a lot about how negligent the police acted in Nick's case.

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